Friday, November 28, 2008

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CHAPTER SIXTEEN CHAPTER FOURTEEN

But what is an epidemic of pregnancy around!?! Kia is pregnant, Giuly is pregnant ... and since I do come in threes I start to worry! But the thing that upsets me most is the decision that took my brother ... plans to marry Giuly! Quell'arpia marry!? He's just released and now wants to bond with her life!? Crazy!





"But Lucas ... you must be crazy for the event!?"
"What should I do for you? Leaving my son? "
" Absolutely no! But there are other alternatives besides marriage. We are in the twenty-first century gosh! It can be a parent without being married. You can still be present in the life of that child! ... And then, excuse me for asking, but are you sure that is truly yours? Or worse, you're sure it's really pregnant? "
" Giuly can be anything you want, but do not think capable of inventing such a story. And if not why should I say the opposite? "
Yeah why? ... Maybe not all wrongs!
"Yes, but why marry her?"
"Why my son must have a real family. Must have a parent near him. I do not want is to go through what my father has passed to us. "



" And do not you think? Are you sure it's the right choice? "
Mark, who until now has remained silent on the couch, spoke.
"Your sister is right Lucas. Think about it. "
" It 's useless. I made my decision this evening to ask for Giuly to become my wife. "
" And Holly? "On hearing his name
Lucas has a moment's hesitation and her eyes are a little shiny
" Holly?! ... She ... She already knows and approves of my decision. "I can not
thinking. I can not think that Giuly is once again became part of our lives. In this way, then! No, no ... can not be true. It can not ruin the life of my brother!





while Lucas was in his room and I was left alone again with my Mark.
"What do you think?"
"I think they are your brother's business and that's it ... What is certain is that you can never rest easy! My sister, your brother ... all waiting for a child ... and both are not exactly ... well taken! But if it has been decided so, there must be a reason. "
" Yeah ... But a child should bring joy into their lives, but these will not bring nothing but pain. "
" Do not talk like that. A child is never a pain, regardless of where they are from! Children do not have guilt. Do not they decide how to come, they are the real victims. "





I decide not to continue the conversation, at this moment I can not think in a lucid, I am too shaken.
Without my being aware of the six arrived, I must hurry to get ready for dinner tonight. I let Mark and I go downstairs to wear something more appropriate.



Lucas is lying on his bed and seems lost in thought. I do not want to disturb him, so I take something from the drawer in a hurry and I lock myself in the bathroom to change.





I wonder how my mother will react to the news. There are only two or take a heart attack or will get to cheer. Considering that the mother of his future grandson is Giuly, I am inclined more to the former. Good grief ... I become Aunt! I should be the happiest in the world right now ... because I'm not!?!
do not know if my brother is ready to become a parent, and I'm sure not Giuly it is! It is too busy to get to the center of attention in order to worry about a creature who needs her for all 24 hours on 24. It used to be served not less. Fortunately, Lucas is not so, at least have a dad that will love ... And my brother? Will he be happy?
Oh my goodness, I burst my head if I keep thinking about it ...

finish putting on the pants and get out, trying not to disturb Lucas.
Without wasting any more time we leave and head to his house for dinner.

is now dark and cold, but I do not feel the presence Mark beside me ... warm and pleasant walk around. A few weeks ago I would have given the fool anyone had told me that we were going so me and him. Now, I could no longer imagine my life without it. Perhaps, unconsciously, I have always loved ... I do not know ... I just know that when I looked into his eyes that afternoon, I saw something I had always escaped. I can not explain what it is, but it's like looking into his eyes with a mysterious force had surrounded me, taking me up at the sky and clouds ... making me feel happy and light as it ever had been before.
With these thoughts in mind I can not help but watch it.





"Hey, look at the risk of butting against a pole if you do not look ahead!" Laughs Mark
"I know but I can not help but watch and wonder if it's all true .
Stopping turns to me and hold me tight




"You know the same thing that I ask myself sometimes. But luckily it's all true, and nothing and nobody can take away. "
We exchange a tender kiss and continue to walk hand in hand ...




we arrived at his house the whole family gathered in the living room. Although some scars are left on the face, Kia has come back as beautiful as ever. He no longer has a smile on his face, but his will to live is always present.





"cognatina Hello! So everything okay? "
" This Kia, or almost everything very well ... "I do not know if Lucas and tell him to Giuly, given his situation seems a little delicate. "... But how are you? How do you feel? "" All in all, I do not feel bad! For a while, 'I will have to use this yet ... but I hope I can do without it soon! You know I can get up much more easily now, but walking is still a little difficult! Hey ... I have a hungry ... let's go dinner is ready, just waiting for the two lovebirds to get started! "



eat without hurry, talking about this and that. We are all waiting to hear the decision by Kia, but nobody wants to bring up the subject ... when you ask coffee our attention:






"You know, because this evening I wanted to see you all here at this table in recent weeks ... I had to take a decision that could change my life ... the most difficult decision I had ever taken. ... Take it or not this child is growing inside of me ... After thinking for a long time, selfishly, I decided not to keep it ... I thought if I became a mother had to change my life ... coming back late at night, staying out all day to go shopping, do not have too many thoughts on my mind ... and much more. All things that this child would end ... "


Tentatively I am speaking.
"So you've decided to have an abortion?"
"No! I will keep this child. "
"And whatever you told us so far?"


"I said ... I thought so selfish, disregarding, however, this worms here!" With a slight smile indicates the belly "He's not to blame! And who am I to decide his fate? Who am I to condemn to death a child? Without him ... perhaps it would be easier to continue my life as always, but ... I could still look in the mirror? "




At this point the mother
" My darling, you know that I and your father will always be near you and we will support your decision ... but are you sure? Are you sure that is the right decision for you? "
" I can not be sure of this 100% mom, but I prefer it that way. Maybe not today, not tomorrow, but in a few years remorse for not having given birth, will be felt, and I will have to appease. "



To defuse the situation Mark intrudes
" Well sister , then congratulations! ... I become uncle!? Wow ... I feel old! "


all at the table burst out laughing.
Two children are about to be born. Both are not the result of love but I'm sure it will be surrounded at their birth in one way or another.
now remains to do something about my mother ... will become grandmother!!

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