's all so absurd ... what the heck is going on!?! ... Within a month or so many things have happened ... too much ... the attack of Kia, an encounter with Gabriel, the imminent loss of the restaurant and our house and the discovery of what has happened to my father ... My life has always been so quiet, never a twist everything ... flat and monotonous, if we want ... and now everything happens at once! What will we do when we lose everything? Where shall we go? ... My mother does not seem to worry about, it's almost as if nothing had happened to her ... but how?! There is collapsing all around her and she acts as if nothing had happened! ... It 's also why I admire so much, I never saw my mother beaten down, but particularly if there are problems, always try to tell us not to see your concern, we protect ourselves look like we're still small ...
"Mary, my baby you go a little 'tea? You have not even had breakfast! "" No mom, sorry but I closed my stomach! "
" Do not worry darling, it'll be for the best, you'll see. "
I need to get out, get away from this house to be able to think ... I do not know why, but the fact that my mother, I shall not pretend to give a little on my nerves ... maybe because I'm doing and take the anxiety to see her so calm it makes me feel almost stupid.
I get dressed and go out, heading to the hospital ... I need to talk to Kia ... I need to vent with my best friend.
Kia is much better, is slowly recovering the use of his legs, still can not walk but with a lot of physiotherapy are very good likelihood that within a year, the best thing.
When I enter greets me with a big smile
"Hey carrot! How nice to see you! "
With her there's Mark, you just see me come to greet me, hug.
"Hello guys, how are you?"
"We good Mary, but you? ... I do not think it's the same! "
" In fact, a girlfriend is not going well! "
" Come and tell all your friends! "So begins
to tell her the night before the appointment with Gabriel and the relief of my brother to Giuly ... better start with something cheerful no!?!
"Oh great! Lucas finally pulled out the p ****! "Kia laughs heartily ...
" And who is this Gabriel? "Mark adds.
"Hey brother ... what do you care?! Business will be Mary!? "
" just wondering "
Kia squinting his brother and then he invites me to continue" But have you kissed?! ... Oh what a thrill! "
" It gave me a kiss on cheek ... but it was so sweet ... "thinking about it still makes me shiver ...
Now Mark gets up and heads for the door" I'm going to be better
am a little 'frightened by his behavior, "But that is taken!? "
" Mha I know ... I know that I have a brother so mad! You know Mary I'm glad you've finally met a guy that makes your heart beat! When you talk about him my eyes light up! "
It 'really so clear?!! You see so much that I like Gabriel!?!? Kia says it ... maybe I will light your eyes, I feel that enlighten me when I think of all ... It's as if a light came out from my heart and I enveloping the whole body heating .... It is not my fault if I do this effect, it is his fault, its smell, her hair, her eyes lost in thought ...
Gabriel, I almost forgot ... the other problem I face darkens now ...
I tell my friend what had happened in the morning, she is shocked
"What?! But how can you excuse? How could this happen without you realizing it or Lucas? "
" You know that if my mother wants to keep something secret he succeeds very well! He did not want let us know what kind of father we have, why not have it said before. But seeing how things are made ... "
" Gee Mary, I'm so sorry! But how is your mother? "
" To be honest I do not understand! It seems as if nothing happened to her! He says that things will be solved! What!?!? Kia will take us all away! And we're going where? What will we do? "
Tears begin to fall on her cheeks ... the anxiety starts to make inroads into me again.
"certainly did not end up in the middle of the road, keep still! In some so we will! Leave me a few days to talk to my dad, and he will fix things, "the voice of Kia is determined.
I can not help but throw myself into his arms and hug ...
"Hey carrot, do not hold me so strong I'll get hurt!" At that moment reappears
Mark
"Mh ... If it were not for my half sister, this view may be almost exciting! "
We turn to him and all three burst out laughing.
do not know if Kia can really do something for our situation, but talking to her made me feel a bit ' better, to know that someone wants to give you a hand is comforting ...
" Have you brought your brother?! But how old are you sorry? "... I feel like a complete idiot ... obviously Gabriel notices my embarrassment and bursts out laughing and reaching out to Lucas says
Time goes by but things do not change or ... almost
Gabriel is always there and gives me a nod when I look in his direction
"Hello Mary!"
... "Mary want to finish the deal badly Giuly! "Sometimes I wonder if there is or there is! How do you not realize what a "person" is next. "Rather it was the guy who spoke first?"
"Uh our frog has a prince!"
meanwhile Becky has returned to seek attention, but I do not have time to play with her I have to prepare me ... I have to go buy a dress for tonight ...
Holly
We get lost for a moment to look at Ben and Becky play ... have fun watching them is relaxing, makes him a certain joy and abandon, which would almost want to join them.
. I'm so excited and looking forward to the release of tonight I can not eat anything. In the afternoon, I relax with a hot bath and frothy, brush my hair and do a couple of hairstyles test ...