may sound stupid, but it is the first time that I happen to feel this way for a boy, every time I think of him, his face , its smell, the warmth of her body and I can not help but feel shivers down my spine ... what's happening to me!?! What made me Gabriel?!?!
At the end I do not know yet ... I feel like I'm falling in love with him! It scares me that this feeling is growing inside me ... I'm afraid of suffering from illusion ... maybe he is just one of many ... and if so I shall die! I'm doing a thousand films mentally after only one exit!! I'm crazy!! ...
The phone vibrates shakes me from my thoughts Good-day princess, sleep well? I'm fine, because that night you came to visit me in my dreams - ... I skipped a beat ... Gabriel heart, my dark angel I dreamed of! ... Then a little concerned! ... I do not know what to say ... I would tell him that he was the hero of my dreams, that I can not get it out of my mind, but are likely to be a fool if I wrote something like that ... and I do not think that such a thing to me ...
-All right, thanks. J - reply wan know!
I get up, wash myself and after I restored to be going downstairs for breakfast.
Holly are sitting at the table, my brother and my mother's intent to talk ... something weird ... because my mother has her head chiana? because Holly and Lucas are the consulate? ... I go up and see my mother's head that slowly gets up pointing a dry eye in my way I see it ... it hurts, a stab to the heart would be less painful!
"Mom ... what happens?"
"Mary, darling, sit down"
Trembling pushed aside the chair and sit down ...
"Take this and read it, you'll understand everything!" On the table rested a
white envelope, take it and read ...:
-Knowing that Mrs. Ellen Rose Pirin is a creditor of the Hike Mr. Brian Morelli, the total sum of 57,786 simoleons as acknowledged in n.34569124 injunction, RGN 5674, issued by a court in Belladonna Cove on 06/05/2007, notified on 08.27.2008 and finally made Executive 17.09.2008, beyond the legal fees and expenses of litigation paid by complessino over 15,432 simoleons overheads and VAT CPA on these latest charges, as prescribed by law; .-
... I do not understand anything ... I watch my mother intimate that I continue to read ... but the more I read more I do not understand ... who is this Mr. Morelli?!?! What do these figures !?!?! And most importantly, what this letter means !?!?!
Turn our gaze to Lucas ...
"... no ... I do not understand what that means!?"
"Mary will lead us via the home and the restaurant ..."
"What? But why? "
My mother pulls a big sigh and start talking
" See ... it's hard for me to say these things ... but your father did a lot of debt and ... "
" No ... what the hell got to do a second dad! ?! More than twenty years that he's gone! "
" Let me finish my dear, and you'll understand ... Your father has always had problems with gambling ... even before he and I knew he was in debt up to his neck. When we got engaged my father has paid all his debts in exchange for a promise: He would never come close to a card table ... and it has been for years. I thought this problem had now passed ... but shortly after your birth has resumed playing at the beginning ... figures pointing small but slowly stakes became higher and higher and we were still indebted
Dad also paid for that time, but said that would be the last! Money does not grow on trees, but your father seems to think differently ... continued play, but this time not to be discovered you did borrow money from a loan shark .... One evening I saw him come home with bloody fingers of both hands broken you ... my children were asleep! You were Mary, however, too small to understand what was happening, but at the time Lucas was 5 years old and had a baby so cute ... "He looks at us like we were back small ... reaches out and caresses his cheek, first in Lucas then
me ... "I was so scared ... not for me, not for himself but for you ... I was aware that the people who had lent money to your father, would be able to do anything to have them back ... I felt like I was falling into a deep well and my screams could not be heard ... I begged my father to help us for the last time, I never meant to do that but it was for you my children, if something had happened I would be dead ... dad agreed but on one condition ... your father had to disappear from our lives! "
still do not understand this stuff has to do with this ... I never knew these things, I always thought that my father had gone because it did not take, because we considered it a burden ... but from what I've heard so far the weight he was. I have no particular feelings towards him ... I do not know and for me a total stranger, it makes me angry for the way it ruined the lives of my mother, but the same anger that I could try for the neighbor who throws trash on the ground ...
"Your father did pack up and went away ... for our own good, he did not threaten to hurt us ... I cried so much my children, I loved him and part with him was the biggest sacrifice I could do at the time, but it was for your own good and tried to force me I had to grow up and try to do it in peace, never to understand anything ... "
" Mom ... because we're just saying that now these things? "
" Because if we're losing everything is for because of your father. "
" But my grandfather had not paid its debts? "
" Those of the past. But about three years ago, in a roundabout way, I knew your father was in trouble again ... in big trouble ... I did not have enough money to help him so I decided to apply for a loan to the bank as collateral, giving the home and the restaurant in my property ... unfortunately I could not cope with the last payments ... "
" C **** mom but as I jumped in my mind!?!? That rascal did not deserve so much! "
Lucas is furious
" That scoundrel, as you call it, remains your father and I ask you to bring him over, however, anything done! "
" Compared !?!?! Are you kidding mom!?!? He never had any respect for us, against his family! Cares about us years ago when he started to play and do not care in these twenty years! It is not a father to me, put me in the world but not my father ... I have no father! "
" Lucas please do not talk like that! Do not be angry with him! It is not bad is just weak. "
" Yes mother, who managed a weak to destroy everything! "
I remain transfixed on the chair while my brother leaves the door shut behind him ... Holly jumps up and chases him to try to calm him down.
"Mom but now what happens? Where is he? "
" I do not know where ... I did not want to know and do not care ... "
" But then why ...? "
" Why did I help? "
nod
" Why is still your father and a person that I loved so much, maybe too much ... I could not leave knowing "
" What about us? What will happen to us? "
" We we will go ahead anyway, with or without restaurants and house does not remain without a roof do not worry darling, all things will be fine. "
How can you be so calm?! He is losing everything claw his family had built with so much effort ... the restaurant that is so dear ... the house ... our house, where we were born and raised, where we learned to walk, talk ... I can not think of living in a else!
The news leaves me upset, but Lucas is still upset over ... Holly and him are talking about in the garden ... and he is very agitated, gesticulating animatedly of how I perceive it, I can not to hear what they say but the argument is obvious. I stay to watch from the window of the room ...
"They're good together right?" Mom tries to change the subject
"E '?"
"I say Lucas and Holly, they're good together right?"
"Well ... yes ... but it will never happen "
" You say? I do not know! "
With everything that's happening you think Lucas and Holly ... but I can say!?!
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